Rosemary
"Briac..." I laughed, pulling away from the kiss.
Briac leaned in after me, nuzzling my cheek and causing a warm blush to color them.
"Yes?" He asked, not moving from his current position.
I gave a shrug - I really wasn't sure what to say. All of hell would break loose if we were caught like this, and yet I didn't care. I leaned against my chest, nestling in to him and tangling my hands in his tunic to hold him closer. I wanted so badly to be closer to him.
I listened to his steady heartbeat quicken, a discovery that put a smile on my face. Was it me that made his heart race? The giant teddy bear of a man whose heart quickened and mouth stuttered when around women? I had heard stories about him - just about everyone had. He was the prince who came home and was said to look like a beast, but from the moment I saw him I couldn't see why. I couldn't see the height, the scars, the missing arm. I had seen his eyes, two warm orbs that cued how gentle he really was. A gentle giant, that's what he was. I never would have expected that he and I would wed, and when that was determined I never expected to care for him so quickly. Yet I could stay right here, right now, with my hands and faced buried into his chest breathing in his scent with him holding me tightly. I could stay here with him forever.
I could feel as his demeanor suddenly changed, as if he had a sudden thought that interrupted his being. Turning my face up to him, I squinted against the bright sun shining down on us and questioned, "Briac, whats wrong?"
He turned his face down to look at me, his questioning eyes meeting mine.
"Rosie...." He started, drifting off. I watched him as his eyes reflected his search for what to say and his mouth was toying with words. What was he going to say?
"Rosie, a-are you happy?" He asked, only to shake his head slightly and correct, "Rosie, will you be bothered being bound to me? I'm, I mean....."
He trailed off with a sigh before finally rushing out, "Rosie, I know I'm an ugly brute, I know I'm a horror to look at and most women want a husband they can look at... will you, are you willing to look at me? Be honest, I won't be hurt."
I blinked, taking a moment to process what he had just said. Was he truly worried about that? Did he truly think that those were my thoughts, that I would care? Is that what he saw when I looked at him, the reflections of his scars in my eyes?
"Briac," I said softly, placing my hands on either side of his face. His eyes were searching mine as I took a pause - he truly was worried. "Briac, I've been looking at you from the first time I saw you, don't you remember? I was willing to then, I'm willing to today, and I'm willing to tomorrow."
I gave him a reassuring smile, moving my hands to thread through his golden hair as I continued, "I'm willing to look at you when we get married, when we live here together, when we have children, and when our children are having children. I'm willing to because I want to, Briac. I want nothing and no one else, and I will look at you with pride. Because I'm falling in love with you."
I reached up without hesitation or time for Briac to respond, capturing his lips with my own and kissing him with all the love I had. And this time? This time I wouldn't be the first to pull away.
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