Ever since I was eight years old, I’ve always been afraid of those creatures. The ones that stare you in the eyes and don’t blink. It’s frightening, creepy.
My mother complains to me about how I am being stupid, I shouldn’t be afraid of such a thing. I know she’s right. I am stupid. For having this pathetic fear. There is no reason to be afraid, I’m 15 years old. A 15 year old girl being afraid of, what? A snake? A spider? No, nothing like that, they are normal, common phobias. My phobia is why crazier, way lamer than any other fears.
My dad passed away when I was young. I never knew what it was like to have a dad, who loved you and messed around with you. I guess I’ve had some experience, with my mum bringing home a load of guys from the pub she goes to almost every single night. But I never bother interacting with them. If I try to they always end up asking how old I am and if I have a boyfriend, which I don’t. That’s another stupid thing I’m scared of, having a boyfriend. I don’t know why it is, mum seems to think it’s because I like… girls. But I don’t! No way I don’t.
I guess the reason is just, well, I’m worried he’ll ditch me, or something bad will happen to him, like my dad. I don’t want to lose another guy for nothing.
Anyway, enough of that. You’re probably wondering what I am going on about, you know, my phobias, and how I am stupid. Well, my phobia isn’t getting a boyfriend, or mum marrying again, or spiders or snakes. It’s dogs.
When I was eight years old, my neighbour had a dog. I big young, a Labrador even. You would think a cute golden Labrador wouldn’t hurt anyone, not a sole. But then you’d be wrong.
The Labrador was called Archie, cute he was. I wouldn’t go near him though, mum didn’t want dog fur all over the brand new sofa. But one day I disobeyed mum, and went into next doors garden. Archie wasn’t in a very good mood. He wasn’t looking well, and had bald patches on his back, which I’d never seen before. But I was only eight, so I just went closer and closer, until he completely went mental. He attacked me, ripping my shirt to shreds and clawing at my neck. I was screaming, and my neighbours ran out in panic, saw the chaos and ran the ambulance. I was rushed to hospital having to have stitches in my face and arms. I was scared, frightened and felt alone. My body was in too much agony to ask what is happening to Archie.
A week later my neighbours came to visit me, I was able to move about now, but the smell of dog frustrated me. Mrs Debbie Adams was distraught. At first I was quite touched as I thought she was poignant over me, but then she started to speak.
“Archie has been put down,” Mrs Adams wept, “he was labelled `a maniac` by your mother, and she claimed justice. He was put down this morning.” I felt depressed. Not only was it painful when I opened my mouth from the scarring, but I did like Archie, and even though his scent made me want to puke from disgust, he was adorable and a very loveable dog.
Mum complained to me that I was being too soft and should hate the Adams’ for even letting me in their garden in the first place. I never took any notice, and still think of the good dog Archie was, before seven years ago.
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