Nick had needed help organizing search parties for June and Jorden, so I'd helped him organize them. I'd also followed Meg and Nick around as they insisted on searching. Watching them chat quietly, I felt an old pang of envy and grief. But I hid it, becasue I was also happy for Nick and Meg. They had something special, and they didn't even know it. I traced the scar on my face. I'd been like that once.
That whole day, I felt both happy and tormented. I kept it to myself. I would only be the bodyguard here, since I was the only one with guns. I had all four on me at all times. The handgun and the three tiny pistols were all loaded and the safeties off. Guns seem to be the only things that scare these ghosts.
After everyone else has gone to bed, I stay up on a self appointed patrol. I don't dare go to sleep, in case I remember again. Meg and Nick had awakened those old memories. If I go to sleep, I will relive them in my dreams and I can't bear the pain of that.
I meet Kamria as she is coming out of the hallway that holds Nick and Meg's room. She has her first aid kit in her hand, so I stop her.
"What's the matter? Trouble with Nick and Meg's wounds?" I ask. She shakes her head.
"No, it's Hanorah. She, too, has been hurt by the ghosts now. She was chased and she fell down the stairs. She's got a head injury and her hip was damaged. She just woke up for the first time and had some lunch earlier today. But now she's asleep again. Nick and Meg are watching her." Kamria fills me in.
I nod to her and go to Nick and Meg's room. I tiptoe in, so not to wake Hanorah. Unfortunately, my "tiptoe" is 99.9% silent, so Meg and Nick don't hear me coming either. I startle them, and Meg shrieks a little. Hanorah stirs and moans a little at the noise. She doesn't look so good. In fact, neither do Nick and Meg. They seem tired.
"You two should go to bed. You are injured and you need your rest. I will watch her. In fact, she can come to my room and have my bed. I will not use it, and she needs better than a couch." I offer. Nick seems reluctant, but I insist. He relents.
"Will you need help carrying her?" He asks. I chuckle softly.
"You forget, mi amigo, that you are injured and I am not. I will have no trouble carrying her," I say. It is no effort for me to lift her. I am careful not to jostle her wounds. "Oh, and Nick, will you tell Kamria that I have Hanorah? Also, she has no need to stop by and check Hanorah because I can change her bandages." I tell Nick. He nods as he helps Meg up. As I walk out, I feel that pang of grief and envy again.
I settle Hanorah in my bed and pull up the armchair. Sarge comes and sits beside me. he sniffs my hand. An idea comes to me as he does so. Sarge is a trained service dog, and he has saved my life multiple times before when I had... emergencies. Maybe he can find out what else is wrong with Hanorah. I guide his nose over to the head wound, for that is the most likely cause. He sniffs it, but moves on without protest. He snuffles all over her face, but stops at her neck and licks it. He seems concerned. I look at the spot, which is right around vertabrea C3. I push aside his nose and probe Hanorah's neck with ever-so-gentle fingers. I am not surprised that she has a spinal injury, after a fall like that. Oh, luck! The vertabrea is not broken, just offset. I could set it if I had equipment, but I cannot risk it right now. I decide to leave it until morning,w hen Kamria could help.
I sit there and watch over Hanorah, but my mind is really somewhere else. I am thinking about Nick and Meg. I grow drowsy. Suddenly, I am aware of another presence in the room. I look up and it is the redheaded girl that tried to help Hanorah. But still I don't relax. The ghost speaks.
"Why do you try to forget him?" She asks plaintively.
"Get out of my head" I growl
"No. I died for my love. I have been dead a century, and I cannot join him in death. You have a chance to live and heal. Why do you seek to forget, yet at the same time, you nurse the wound?" I face her in surly silence. A wave of drowsiness hits me.
"Get out of my... head... you..." I try to resist the sleep, but my head slips down and falls on the edge of the mattress. "Hanorah..." I whisper. The redheaded girl whispers in my mind:
"Do not worry. I will watch over my friend Hanorah. Sleep, and remember him."
The dream is, at first, pleasant. The redheaded girl is there, pulling pleasant images out of my memories. The day we met. The time he saved my life, on tour. The time I saved his. Long walks on the beach, the bar where we both go roaring drunk. That one night, on our honeymoon, when we rented a cabin on the sea.
But when she pulls that cabin up, the memories get out of control. The fire, the chaos, and he's still in there! The firemen pull me struggling out of the wreckage. They try to treat the scratch on my face, but when I realize that he's not coming out of the cabin, he's never coming out...
After that episode, I can't serve the military. I am medically unfit. They can give me no more than a purple heart, an honorable discharge, and a service dog. At first, I hate Sarge. I believe that I do not deserve to live, not when I escaped with so trivial an injury as the scar on my face, while he never escaped at all. But Sarge pulls me out of my depression, stops me from suicide.
I am shaken awake, and it is morning. I have been crying in my sleep, and the ghost is gone. I silently curse her. When I look up at the hand that shook me awake, I realize that it is none other than Hanorah.
Spoiler! :
Gender:
Points: 2520
Reviews: 120