The Confessional wrote:I'm not normal. People tell me that I've come back, come back from that far gone place that still leaves an uncertain twinkle in their eyes when they look at me, but I haven't. Part of me is still back there, and probably always will be. Sometimes I can switch over to it, watch it sit in a corner in fetal position, or lay in the road screaming.
I hate that no one understands. I hate that I can't talk to my family, and my friends think they get it so that rules them out too. I hate those doctors who said "there's nothing wrong with you", and then when I repeated their words they told me "yes there is". I hate being gay. I hate being crazy.
I'm angry, and nobody knows it.
Ok, first thing's first.
I hate being gay.
There's really nothing you can do about that really, there's no use crying over spilled milk.
Second:
I hate being crazy.
That's just how you are. I'm crazy and i don't deny it.
Third:
I'm angry, and nobody knows it
Tell people you're because that's really the only way they're gonna know.
Fourth:
I hate being gay. I hate being crazy.
I'm angry, and nobody knows it
Almost nothing in this world is easy. Including being yourself.
Fifth:
It may seem like i'm just being rude or indifferent, but i'm telling you this because i think it'll help(that's assuming that the person who posted this ever even reads this) the only way you'll ever be able to be happy with yourself is if you accept yourself and speak up about your feelings. It'll make things alot easier if you do. There are so many things i hate about myself, but they're things i can't really fix. I accept my self.
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