TWO
The piano stool scraped back across the floor as I stood up. ‘Are you out of your mind?’ I demanded. ‘To do something like that would take—my dynamo wouldn’t stand it—that’s not what I—it’s not—and there’s no guarantee that it would even work! The creatures I make are composites of several different bodies—I never use just the one body because the flesh doesn’t respond in the same way and—and grave robbing is— and even if it worked, I couldn’t make her mind the same as it was before.’
Lady Deveraux’s pale face blenched bone-white, and she gripped her husband’s arm for support. He gave her a look that was almost a slap, then back at me, his mouth tight with anger.
I took a deep breath. ‘I’m sorry my lord, my lady, but—but it can’t be done. It just can’t.’
‘Yes, Mr Frankenstein,’ Lord Deveraux said, ‘it can.’ His tone was that of a parent reprimanding his child, and it annoyed me.
‘I said, no it can’t. Quite apart from the slim chances of success, I’d have to have at least another body to work with, and that would mean body-snatching, and that is not something I am prepared to have on my conscience.’ I caught a glimpse of Lady Deveraux’s white face; she was breathing hard and staring at the ceiling, her eyes wide and unseeing. I hesitated. ‘I could make you another child, my lord, a new one. A marrying of flesh—her flesh, if you so wished—and machinery; clockwork and wires and chemicals. It would be almost human, as fully human as I dared make it, and it would love you as fully and truly as your own daughter does now. Maybe even more so. But reanimating dead flesh is out of the question. I won’t do it. It can’t be done.’
‘It can.’ Lord Deveraux rose to his feet. He was an inch or two shorter than me, but the black fury in his eyes made me step back, bumping into the piano. ‘I don’t think you fully understand my meaning, Mr Frankenstein. I know what happened in Ingolstadt. Unless you wish that knowledge made public and your reputation ruined, you will do as I say. You will bring our daughter back to life and by God it’ll be the best damn work you ever did, do you understand me? Do you understand me, Mr Frankenstein, am I clear?’
I stared at him. His eyes never blinked once and I sank down onto the piano stool feeling a horrible queasiness squeezing at my guts.
‘Am I clear, Mr Frankenstein?’
‘Yes,’ I whispered finally.
‘Good.’ He smoothed the lapels of his coat. ‘We shall expect you in the morning. You will make ready your workshop here and then come to us to study Lenore in her final hours. Whatever you require, we will provide for you, and I trust this experience will be beneficial to both of us.’
‘Lenore is your daughter?’
‘She is.’
‘How old is she?’
For a moment, the rigid line of Lord Deveraux’s mouth wavered. ‘She would be eleven years old next month.’ He took down a quick breath and the mask slid back down over his face. ‘We will expect you tomorrow, Mr Frankenstein. Do not disappoint us.’ He bowed and left the room.
Lady Deveraux followed him more slowly, and at the door, she turned. The softness of her voice reached me like the touch of an outstretched hand. ‘You are young, Mr Frankenstein, and perhaps you have not yet experienced a parent’s love. But believe me when I tell you that when you do, you will understand why we want this.’ She smiled at me sadly and followed her husband.
* * *
I didn’t sleep well that night, and as soon as the sun rose, I hurried into my coat and boots and ran to the graveyard to find Kettlesing.
He was already at work digging in the heart of the graveyard, ankle-deep in the broken sod of a new grave. The mist hung close around him like a damp grey cloak, blackening and distorting his outline in the pearly new light; and his whistling echoed through the black wet trees, their branches dripping with moisture.
‘Kettlesing!’ My voice didn’t carry very far through the mist, but he looked up.
‘Victor,’ he said. He didn’t seem that surprised to see me.
Now that I was here, I wasn’t sure exactly how to proceed. I plunged my hands into my pockets and rocked back on my heels. ‘How’s the work?’
‘Never slow,’ he said calmly. ‘You couldn’t wish for a more stable profession, really, grave-digging.’
‘Yes. Yes, I suppose so.’
He leaned on his shovel and spat through the gap in his crooked yellow teeth. His long grey hair under his battered tricorne hat was hung with fine beads of dew. He seemed to have sprouted even more stubble since I had seen him last; the smallpox scars on his long hollow cheeks almost hidden by wiry, badger-streaked hair.
I shifted uneasily. ‘So...’
‘So? What do you want this time? A spare arm, leg?’
‘No, I...’
‘Because you might as well know, these early mornings aren’t doing my rheumatics no good, and, yes, a florin’s all very well, but the doctor don’t come cheap these days and considering everything—’
‘I need a child’s body,’ I blurted.
He raised a tangled dark eyebrow. ‘Oh aye?’
‘Well, several, actually.’
‘Should I ask why?’
‘No,’ I said emphatically. ‘Definitely not.’
He pulled at his hat, tweaking it straight, and frowned up at me. ‘Victor.’
I clutched at the insides of my pockets. ‘Yes.’
‘Do you know what you’re doing?’
‘Oh yes,’ I said, trying to sound enthusiastic. ‘Everything’s fine.’
‘Robbing a child’s grave is fine? I thought you said you’d never use a whole body after what happened in Ingolstadt.’
‘No, I—I’m—’ I squirmed under his gaze. ‘Certain features of this situation could be improved, but I can’t—I don’t—I know what I’m doing, Kettlesing.’
He studied me for a moment longer, then shrugged and sighed. ‘How fresh do you need the bodies?’
‘Well, I don’t really know yet,’ I confessed. ‘You see, I need them, but not just yet. In a few days, I think. Maybe. No more than a week’s time.’
Kettlesing scratched his grey stubble. ‘Boy or girl, and how many? And—Lord Almighty, I feel dirty just for asking this—but how old do you want them?’
‘Girls. Ideally, around eleven years old.’ I wrapped my arms around myself and shivered. The mist was getting heavier, turning into rain, and I could feel it trickling down the back of my collar. ‘If you can just get all the ones you can around that age, keep them in the ice-house, and then when I know more, I’ll come and sort them out.’
‘Just how many young girls do you think are going to die between now and next week?’ he demanded.
‘I thought you said that people die all the time.’
‘Old people, sick people—’
‘Oh, they mustn’t be sick.’
He rolled his eyes heavenward. ‘Do you want me to bring you Orion’s belt while I’m at it?’
‘Sorry, Kettlesing.’
‘’salright. Just so long as this isn’t going to get you into trouble.’
‘No. Everything’s fine.’ I rubbed my fingers together and tried to smile. The wind drove the rain against the back of my breeches and its spreading chill sent a shudder down my spine.
* * *
The Deveraux coach came for me that afternoon. Their house was on the outskirts of Geneva, quiet and secluded, with the woods rising high on the blue mountains behind. I was quickly escorted inside and shown into the drawing room. It was far larger than any of the rooms in my house; large and cold and fashionable and empty. The heavy red curtains only let in the minimum of light, and it fell in white watery pools over the shiny surface of the piano, the thick red pile of the cushions, the gold-framed portraits on the pale walls.
‘Lord Deveraux will be with you shortly, sir,’ the maid said. ‘May I take your hat?’
I gave it to her, and she disappeared with it, closing the door behind her. I stood in the room, feeling its grandeur pressing in on me from either side. Out of a childish longing for something familiar, I drifted towards the piano and ran my finger along the lid. The wood shone silky-smooth under my touch. I raised the lid, and the keys gleamed up at me white as bones, the sharps black as rotting teeth.
‘Mr Frankenstein.’
I spun around, and the lid came down with a discordant crash. Lord Deveraux stood in the doorway. I winced, the wounded cry of the piano still ringing in my ears, but he gestured to me without so much as blinking an eyelid. ‘Mr Frankenstein, we are ready for you.’
He turned and I followed him out into the hall. He took me upstairs, along the upper landing, and paused outside one of the rooms. I could feel the sweat in my palms. Everything seemed piercingly detailed: I could count the knots in the door, the flowers in the patterned wallpaper; and the image of the carpet under my boots, red thread, green thread and brown, seemed seared into my brain.
‘Mr Frankenstein.’ Lord Deveraux’s voice was tense. ‘Are you ready?’
I swallowed. ‘Yes, my lord.’
‘Mr Frankenstein, I would remind you that our daughter is in a very fragile state. She is not to be excited or disturbed in any way. You are here to observe her, nothing more. You may talk to her if that will help you, but not for long, and not on any subject that may upset her.’ He was uncomfortably close, his black eyes holding mine. ‘I trust you have given thought on how this matter is to proceed.’
‘Yes, my lord,’ I replied quickly, ‘I talked to the gravedigger and he has agreed to save me some bodies for dissection—’
‘Mr Frankenstein!’ His calm snapped and he almost snarled, ‘This is my daughter—you will not discuss her as mere flesh to cut and stitch to your will!’
‘Well, she is that to some extent,’ I said practically. ‘She has to be, because her body alone won’t be enough. I’ll have to use several different bodies, although I should be able—’
‘Be quiet!’ For a moment, I thought he was going to strike me, but he recovered himself. He dragged down a few quick breaths and closed his eyes.
I watched him warily, unsure of what to say next, and eventually offered, ‘I’ve worked with Kettlesing before. He’s a friend. He’ll be discreet.’
Lord Deveraux opened his eyes. ‘You’re friends with the gravedigger? That’s preposterous.’ He smoothed down the lapels of his jacket, shot his cuffs, and without looking at me, he opened the door.
It was dark inside, with the windows covered by heavy, floor-length velvet blue curtains. A very little light peeped in where the curtains met, and lay in a long white bar on the carpet, but the room was mainly lit by candles. On the mantelpiece, on the shelves and on the little table by the bed.
Lady Deveraux was sitting on a low stool next to a large invalid carriage. I could hardly make out its occupant, they were so swathed in shawls and wraps.
‘Lenore,’ Lord Deveraux said. ‘This gentleman has come to visit you. He's going to make you better.’
Lady Deveraux did not look up as I pulled out one of the chairs and sat down next to the carriage. Only now could I make out Lenore's face amidst the mass of fabric covering her, and my smile froze on my face.
She was a skeleton. In the poor light, her skin was grey, her pale eyes glittering hollows sunken deep in her skull. Her hair hung limply on her shoulders, faded of all colour, and shorter than I would have expected, as thought it had been cut for a fever a long time ago. She smiled at me, and I saw with horror that several of her teeth were missing.
I gained control of my features and managed to smile properly. 'Hello Lenore.'
'Hello.' Her voice was very quiet, hampered by her laboured breathing.
'How are you?' I regretted the question the minute it left my mouth. Lady Deveraux bowed her head, and I was sure I felt Lord Deveraux move in the doorway behind me.
Lenore smiled. 'I feel much better today.'
'Good, that's... that's good.' I rubbed the back of my left hand and tried to think of something else to say. Normally I could fumble my way through conversation, but this was not normal. It was not normal. I hadn't been enthusiastic about this idea before when Lenore had been just a name in a conversation, but now I could see her face and oh God, what a face. She was going to die. She should die. Her body was destroyed with disease, racked with it. There was no way I could save her.
'Are you a doctor?'
'I'm...' I darted a glance at Lady Deveraux, but she was staring at Lenore's face with blind, desperate eyes, and I faltered. 'Yes, I suppose so. I'm a doctor, yes.'
'Do you like it?'
I floundered helplessly for an answer.
'Mr Frankenstein is a very special kind of doctor, Lenore.' Lord Deveraux moved in swiftly from the doorway and gripped my shoulder. 'He's quite famous in Geneva. Do you remember Fifi Gotthold’s mama? Mr Frankenstein made her Baptiste, her bodyguard, do you remember? He came with Fifi to your birthday party, do you remember?’
‘You made him?’ Lenore wheezed a choking little laugh. ‘His legs make clicking noises when he runs.’
‘That’s the clockwork. He has cogs and wheels in his joints.’ The memory of Baptiste, strong, capable, silent, normal Baptiste seemed incongruous in this room full of candlelight and the smell of death. ‘Lady Gotthold wanted him to protect her when she went out without her husband. She didn’t think her husband would appreciate being brought along to ladies’ sewing circles.’
‘Why didn’t she take a servant with her?’
I thought of Lady Gotthold standing in my sitting room, gripping the handle of her black silk umbrella and declaring, ‘Why, I could never trust myself to the common sense and bravery of a servant.’
‘She wanted a clockwork man to make her friends jealous,’ I said. ‘Clockwork-and-flesh men are the height of fashion just now.’
Lenore’s painful laugh scraped out again, and she began to cough. At once, Lady Deveraux had out a handkerchief and pressed it against Lenore’s lips. I saw the bright red stains on the white cambric before Lenore’s breathing eased. ‘I’m glad... you made him,’ she managed. ‘Baptiste... he’s nice. He carried me upstairs when I was too tired and he... gave me the flower in his buttonhole.’
‘Is he doing well?’ I asked. I hadn’t thought of Baptiste in a while, but his interaction with Lenore made me suddenly anxious on his behalf, as though their fates were intertwined. ‘Is he happy?’
Lady Deveraux still hovered over her with the handkerchief. Lenore sighed. ‘I think so. He doesn’t talk a lot, but... I think so. He’s kind to Fifi, and she likes him.’
I sat back in the chair, rubbing my hands, as Lady Deveraux went to the table and poured a small glass of water. She bought it back and helped Lenore to drink it. I averted my eyes and instead looked around the room. There was very little furniture; everything was dominated by and revolved around the carriage where Lenore sat, and so apart from the chairs and the little table, the only other interesting features in the room were a large painting of the lake and mountains on the opposite wall and a short, white object pushed into a corner and partly covered with a lacy cloth.
‘That’s my harpsichord.’
I looked back at Lenore. The drink seemed to have done her some good; she was breathing a little easier now and her eyes didn’t seem quite as feverish. ‘I used to play it.’
‘Why ever would you stop?’ I asked. ‘May I look at it?’
‘Yes,’ she said softly, and I rose and went to it, lifting the shawl and draping it over the bed. It was a lovely little thing, painted white with red and pink flowers, and when I lifted the lid and touched the keys, its song sprang out like thin braided strands of golden sunlight into the grey room.
‘Mama,’ Lenore said. ‘Can you...’
‘Lenore, no, sit quietly.’
‘Please, Mama?’
Lady Deveraux drew in her breath and glanced at Lord Deveraux, but he only lifted one eyebrow and shot her a hostile look which I thought rather odd. She said nothing, though, and carefully wheeled Lenore’s carriage around to the little harpsichord.
Lenore reached out a hand to touch the white lid. Her fingers brushed against my hand and without meaning to, I flinched. Her fingers were grotesquely thin, the papery skin and grey flesh shrunken away from the swollen knuckles, the nails brittle and yellow. I could see the blue veins traced on the back of her hand.
‘Do you play?’ she asked.
‘A little,’ I said. ‘I have a piano at home.’
‘Will you play?’ She said it in a whisper, and I glanced down at her. She was looking at the keys, her eyes glittering with that unnatural brightness again, and her breath trembled between her lips. She slid a glance sideways at her mother, then up at me. ‘Papa doesn’t play.’
‘What about your mother?’
Lenore shook her head slowly, and her voice was so quiet I had to strain to hear it. ‘Mama doesn’t like to leave me.’
‘But the harpsichord’s right here,’ I said, puzzled.
‘Mama likes to stay by my bed. She watches me so she knows how I’m feeling.’
I looked at Lady Deveraux, leaning forward on the stool, the empty glass gripped tight between her hands, then down at Lenore’s strained, skull-like face, and felt completely lost. I didn’t understand this family, these parents. Lady Deveraux had said that I had never known a parent’s love, but I wasn’t sure that she had, either.
‘Do you read Shakespeare?’ I murmured.
‘A little. I read A Midsummer Night’s Dream a long time ago.’
‘There’s a poem that he wrote. A love sonnet. He said that love is not love which alters when it alteration finds.’
‘What does that mean?’
I touched my fingers to the back of Lenore’s hand still on the edge of the harpsichord. ‘It means love loves you no matter. It’s an ever fixed mark. It’s not selfish, and it doesn’t try to change you or make you into something else because it suits them better.’
‘Oh.’ Lenore’s forehead creased, and I wanted to smooth the skin out again in case it tore.
I bit the inside of my mouth and smiled at her. ‘It doesn’t matter. What would you like me to play?’
She smiled back. ‘I don’t mind. I only used to play folk tunes.’
‘Do you know any Beethoven?’
She shook her head, and I began to play the Moonlight Sonata. The sight of my hands on the keys, the feeling of power and capability in my fingers, the confidence playing always gave me, smoothed out a clean space in my mind; wiped away Lady Deveraux’s grasping eyes and Lord Deveraux’s anger, the holes in Lenore’s smile, the candle smoke and flickering light. I played and it was like watching the lake shine under the sun and listening to the birds, the feel of the grass and flowers under my hands.
Then Lenore coughed, carried on coughing, and Lady Deveraux shot forward and wheeled the carriage around, snapping, ‘That’s enough!’
The rest of the notes fell away through my hands. I began to say something, but Lady Deveraux was bending over Lenore, the red-stained handkerchief back in her hand, folded and turned to a clean corner. Lord Deveraux said, ‘Mr Frankenstein,’ and so I got up and followed him woodenly to the door. I turned, meaning to say goodbye, but Lord Deveraux pulled me firmly out of the room.
It wasn’t until I was on the landing and looking down the staircase that I realised how stale the air had been, and the new oxygen set the blood whirling in my head.
‘Mr Frankenstein?’
I pushed back my hair with my hands, feeling sweat start out on my forehead.
‘Mr Frankenstein, what is your opinion?’
‘My opinion?’ I found listening strangely hard. ‘My opinion is... I’m sorry, my opinion?’
‘Of Lenore. Scientifically. Has your visit revealed any new obstacle?’
‘No, I—no, my lord. It will all be fine. All of it. I will need some more data on her illness, but... it will be fine.’
‘Good. I expected no less.’ He began to turn away.
‘Why are you doing this?’ I burst out.
‘What?’
‘Why are you doing this? You do realise what bringing her back means? The bodies, the flesh—she won’t be the same as she is now.’
‘Good. She is sick now. When you bring her back, she will be well.’
His calmness astonished me. ‘No, you don’t understand!’ I could feel my anger rising and it wasn’t just at his attitude. It was fear; fear that I wouldn’t be able to succeed and that everyone would know what happened in Ingolstadt. And my pride was hurt: Lord Deveraux wouldn’t accept a creature of my own making to replace his daughter, my own work wasn’t good enough for him, and that rankled; and the thought of the appalling creature that I would be forced to create wasn’t just moral horror, it was a horror of the awful workmanship that I wouldn’t be able to fix and do over until it was just right. It wouldn’t be anything like a work of art, it would be a monster.
Lord Deveraux closed the bedroom door and stood with his back against it. He lifted his chin firmly and said, ‘Mr Frankenstein, it is none of your business as to why we wish this, and frankly I find your interference both rude and unprofessional.’
‘You don’t understand!’ I hissed. ‘It won’t be the same, it’ll be a monster, and it won’t turn out the way you wish it to and you’ll—you’ll—’
‘You are hysterical, sir.’
I dragged my hands through my hair, feeling the slime of sweat congealing on my forehead. ‘I don’t understand.’
He looked at me for a moment, and then he said, ‘She wants it.’
‘What?’ I stared. ‘Who wants it? Lenore?’
‘My wife.’
I still stared at him. He frowned. ‘I told you Lenore is our only child. It is unlikely we will have another. My wife does not wish to lose the only child she has ever had. It is as simple as that.’
‘But doesn’t she realise? Doesn’t she know what—’
‘No, she does not, and you will not tell her.’
‘But—’
‘You will not tell her anything.’
I tried to breathe, but the air tasted thick and sour. ‘I don’t understand.’
‘It’s not your place to understand,’ he said. ‘So don’t even try.’
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