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“Will you marry me?” Mark was kneeling before me with the most beautiful ring I had ever seen in my entire life. The simple, yet stunning diamond ring was sparkling against its crimson velvet base; mocking me. But I couldn’t open my mouth to speak, to give him his answer, the answer he deserved.
I knew the answer in my mind. It was a no. I knew it even before he asked me, even before we met for the first time.
He was looking at me expectantly with his heartwarming smile that touched his eyes making them sparkle in the light of the sun rising just behind me.
Don’t get me wrong, I loved him, I loved him with all my heart and soul but I just couldn’t marry him; not now, not ever. It wasn’t something I planned to do ever. I had seen enough of it to last me a life time.
“No.” It came out in a soft whisper, but I was sure he could hear me. Mark had crazy-dog-sensitive ears; he could hear the smallest, the softest of voices. But just this once I wished he couldn’t hear it, that this moment would stop here. His warming smile, his sparkling eyes mirroring me, the sun rising behind us illuminating his perfect features; I wish time would stop here. But it couldn’t and it wouldn’t, it would go on as before and never ever come back.
His smile slowly faded with every golden ray meeting the damp earth, the pain that shot through his face was like a blade cutting my heart slowly, making me feel the pain reflecting on his face.
But I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t subject him to more pain than was already evident on his face.
“Alex, babe what are you talking about?” he asked me with tears in his smoldering silver depths, each word breaking with emotion his voice contained.
“I can’t marry you Mark.” Simple as that, as simple as it was ever going to be. What else could I tell him? This was the explanation he should get. He didn’t deserve the pain of my wounds.
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