So you sailed away, and promised us both to never return. You ran away from love, from feelings that had grown bigger than they ought to. Should I blame it on you? No. I know it's helpless. I can feel it too, just- not for you...because for me you were always a big brother.
It took me hours to accept you had departed; it was the coldest and darkest night of all. I didn't even say Goodbye because I didn't want to see myself crying, and I know you didn't want that either. You just left, you knew I couldn't love you that way. You were telling me to remember you fondly and to reminisce only the things that would make me smile. Your last words kept playing in my head for hours; I dreamt of you all night. But you were gone...forever. When I saw the sun painting the ocean with flames, I knew the dawn was breaking. I couldn't fight those holy tears back because I knew that in the evening I wouldn't be able to talk to you about the beautiful sunrise God had made that morning.
Remember that time when my optimistic personality made me burst out, "Life is wonderful because God is beautiful!"? You chuckled and patted my head. But I can't see things like that anymore; God is with us, but you're gone. And I tried to smile, 'cause I know that's what you'd like.
So how could such a beautiful feeling -love- tear us apart? I offered you one way to love me, fraternally, but your heart was beating harder than that.
Sitting on the sand, I learned waves come and go, like everything in life. The air embraces me and wipes off my tears, but they will never come back. I'm still looking at the sea, where your image faded away hours ago, and I keep a humble hope, that soon the ocean wind brings you back to me.
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