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CHAPTER 1 PART 1 BEGINS
The pounding of my heart quickened as I opened my eyes. It was no use though, as I couldn’t see a thing. My back felt the arc of the surface I was lying on, but it didn’t register with any memories. Who am I?
Panic shot through my entire body, the beating of my heart so loud that I swear I could hear it echo. My face scrunched up in a futile attempt to squeeze the pain out. Tears welled up in my eyes, and big, heavy sobs came from my throat. It was all I could do to stop myself from screaming in pain. The internal pain of having no identity was worse than anything any physical endearment.
I tried moving my arms, but they immediately struck a hard surface to the side. Claustrophobia closed in on me as I followed a curve around to the apex… I was in a circular tube.
I thought hard and pushed myself for answers, but all I could get was what I had woken up with. Fear: Send-a-shiver-down-your-spine fear, the kind that makes you break into a cold, hard sweat.
‘Everything is alright, just get out of the pipe’
“Who are you?” I questioned. “Everything’s alright?” My voice cracked on the last word, echoes reverberating off the walls again and again. Whenever someone utters those words, something has gone terribly wrong.
I took a moment to listen to my words, fascinated by the noise. The voice I was hearing was exactly the same as my advisor. Was I talking to myself?
Well, that’s one big fat check on the ‘are you mental’ list.
As I pushed myself for answers, trying with every ounce of will to remember past my awakening, I felt more and more alone. Who am I, why am I lying in this dreadful tunnel, and is there a reason I am talking to myself?
I was snapped into the present -Which is when? - by a sharp pain in my wrist. I twisted and writhed in my small enclosure, but I wasn’t able to stop the torture.
“Oww…” The sting got worse and worse, until it was almost unbearable. As my left hand finally found my right wrist, I touched cold metal, most likely copper or stainless steal, tight around the flesh. As I grasped the metal, the pain quickly receded, and I inhaled a deep breath. A bracelet of some sort was loose enough not to cut off the circulation, but tight enough that it wouldn’t budge.
How can I know about the circulatory system, bracelets and even distinguish different types of metal, without knowing my name?
I looked hard through the dark, but saw nothing. I would have to find a way out, and then inspect myself. I don’t even know what I look like for Christ-sake.
It was impossible for my heart rate to increase, so by some miracle it lost pace, a strange sense of calm, like the eye of a storm.
Damnit! How the hell could this happen…it doesn’t make any sense? The sub-lingual mutterings came without any sense of panic, fear or dread. I started to hate myself, for having simple knowledge, but not knowing something that a two year old would know.
What is my name?
Where does this knowledge come form?
Why am I in a pipe?
How do I get out, and how did I get in?
The questions never stopped, the pile of complexity growing until I was drowning in my own confusion.
‘All of your questions will be answered, just get out of this hell hole NOW!’
What? Do you know who I am? Answer my question, girl, ANSWER ME! I addressed the voice, which I now knew to be in my head, feeling more than mild embarrassment at the stupidity of this situation. It was like a conscience, telling you what not to do, but different. She sounded like my life was in danger. Instinct, that’s what you would call it. She is my instinct, warning me of danger that I don’t know is out there.
No reply came to my un-asked question. Why was she/I being so secluded? I almost expected an answer, but again, there was nothing in my head but thoughts, chemical impulses of your brain.
Urrrggg! That set me off, chemical impulses - how could you forget who you were if your brain was a delicate machine designed perfectly by nature? It didn’t make sense! I banged my fists against the pipe, hearing the echo of my anger as it traveled through its metal walls.
Right... Out first, then answers! I will get answers!
I sorted a plan in my head, the strange sense of calm enveloping me once again.
Look at me, being all logical, I teased.
It was even more frustrating not knowing if I were a logical person or not… or if I was some escaped biochemists creation, wrecking havoc on the world.
Well, that’s one thing I know about myself, I did read a lot of science fiction.
That was at least a start, I told myself. I moved slowly, careful as to not knock my head against the metal casing. I propped myself up and looked in the direction of my toes. A pinprick of light was barely visible in the distance. Twisting around to look the other way I saw nothing.
I was obviously heading that way, as this pipe’s hardly big enough for two people, let alone would it have space to turn around. I reflected, nodding my head upwards, into the dark tunnel that seemed to go on for infinity.
The real question was if I was crawling toward something good, or away from something bad. I decided that this pipe would make a perfect hole to hide in, as you couldn’t see anything further in than ten meters, and it would just fit a person of my size or smaller - any bigger and you would get stuck.
On the other hand, there was the fact that I could only see light coming from one direction; the way I come from. That was a big problem, seeing as I could hardly follow the tunnel until I reached dirt, metal or whatever there would be, as that would be a waste of time and I was already bursting with impatience to find out my appearance.
As soon as I moved, I realized that I was on a slight upwards tilt. The mysterious pipe was tilting down into the ground. I filed this information away for later, steadily building up a list of things to do when I reached fresh air.
As I began my awkward journey, shuffling on my front in prone hold, I started to reminisce in the tranquility. Every so often I would stop, roll onto my back and tilt my head until I could see the gaping hole of sunshine. I made it my goal to get there before dark.
When I had halved the distance, there was a sudden change of cold to hot. As I moved farther up the pipe, it steadily got warmer and warmer until I could hardly bear the heat. I was soon panting like a dog, forcing myself to move on until I reached the exit. I figured that as well as being on a tilt, the bottom half must have been buried under earth for quite some time, and then surfaced where I noticed the sudden temperature increase. That placed another fear in my head; would I be meters above ground and not be able to jump down to the ground?
After what seemed like hours clambering up in the sweltering heat, my biggest fear came true, I had reached the end of the tunnel. I was about to walk into the light, figuratively speaking. I vaguely thought that this might be death; that I might be venturing from one world to another being none the wiser. Tossing my concerns into the depths of the tunnel, I stopped to take a breather. Twisting and writhing my way around, I managed to set myself on my back, the way I was when I woke up. Without delay, but certainly not without dread, I propped myself up and peered into the light.
It was blinding at first, but then my eyes adjusted and I could make out the outlining of my mangled and scathed body.
What have I been doing?
It seemed that I was wearing black or navy clothes, but I couldn’t be sure because it was still moderately dark. I could feel the constant scratch of nylon, so it was most likely that I would be in a track suit. I looked on in fear as I pieced it all together; the tattered body, clothes in rags and the memory loss.
I had been in a fight, and either crawled down the pipe to save myself, or had been dumped here by the victor, disposing of the evidence in somewhere no-one would look, where no-one could look.
Someone knows who I am, which means that I have to find them.
But why was I in a fight, who was I fighting, and why did they dump me here?
The strange eeriness of the question hung in the atmosphere, as I rolled my conspiracies over in my mind. Was it the truth?
CHAPTER 1 PART 1 ENDS
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