He stands at your door…

He knocks twice only you can’t hear the thud of his fists against the door…

His eyes plead for help, but when you ask him his mouth can’t produce the words he needs to say…

His life spins out of control…he feels he’s lost all hope…

He doesn’t pray for he feels as if he’s too far gone for that.

He tries to pull his head above the water that has engulfed him

And succeeds for a short time…

All the while his heart slowly dies….

He tried to be there to love and raise his kids….

He thought they could save him and then he realized it was too big a job for them…

Ht tried to love her to the ends of the universe only this secret he held of someone he’s afraid to let her see it was killing him…

He wanted her to be free, the only price for that was him…

As they left he kissed them goodbye…don’t worry he thinks…

Ill see you again sometime…he kisses her one last time…

Once they were gone he lost all control and decided to free them all from the man they never really knew…

He frees them he thinks, but when he see’s them his heart sinks…

They miss him so….he will just never know how they needed him so…

He bows his head and starts to think…

To Ava think of me when you wink, to Ronan pick the star you wish to dismember and I shall bring it to you…

To Julie my heart beats in your chest, think of me when the wind blows and tousles your hair…most importantly live on without me for I shall always shine on in you three

I have set you free…