Crunch, crunch, went the leaves, as Arabella walked home from her job at a nursing home. The stories of young and old love, marriages and children, travels and careers filled her head. She smiled, as the wing swirled around her causing the thin wisps of hair to circle her face. Imagining herself in one of those fantasy worlds, Arabella almost strolled right past the brick home she shared with her dog, Astro, and the homey decorations that engulfed her into the loneliness of her world. Arabella walked through the wrought iron gate and slowly walked up the gravely path to her beige front door. Pulling the keys from her pocket, she fumbled for the mail. Once inside, Astro rubbed his slick, black body all over her lower legs. Laughing, Arabella grabbed his leash and attached it to his collar. The one advantage to living a single life was that you could do as you pleased. She came and went without notice, but sometimes she wished she had someone to come home to, someone to cook and clean.
All the way across town, Christian slid the car seat, that held his precious cargo, from the backseat of his brand new escalade and carefully walked to the front door. Taking a deep breath, he entered his home and sat the car seat upon the kitchen table, after which he slung the diaper bag on the couch. His sleeping beauty looked so much like her mother. The peach fuzz that barely covered her scalp was a light blonde. Her blue eyes dazzled against her eyelids, and he knew as soon as she opened them they had the ability to look into his being. Christian unbuckled her, but let her sleep there, while he made dinner. The noodles had just begun to boil when he heard her high pitched screams.
“Daddy’s coming; daddy’s coming.” He walked briskly to her and sat the cat, who had found his way onto the table just to get in Marissa’s face, back onto the floor.
“It’s okay, princess.” Christian picked her up and gently rocked her, as her screams slowly began to quiet into whimpers and trembles.
Walking back into the kitchen, he sat her in her swing and handed her a pink plush elephant. Draining the pasta, he couldn’t help but think of Katherine and her accident. A daughter without a mother is a picture of the total unjust; Christian just hoped that this picture didn’t stay that way for long. He could see it all like it was happening present day. A drunken man, speeding to get on to the freeway, rammed into the side of Katherine’s car, causing her to skid against four lanes of traffic. Christian had gotten a call at work that his wife, who was six months pregnant, had been in an accident, and the doctors weren’t sure if she or the baby were going to make it. His heart beat upon it’s caged in walls of his chest like a gorilla banging upon the observatory glass in the zoo. Christian ran to his car and cursed his hands for fumbling the keys. The drive and the people he bumped into at the hospital was a blur, but the moment the doctor held his shoulders and shook him time went still.
“Mr. Galloway, good news is that we were able to remove your wife’s baby without there being any great risk to the child. She weighs around three pounds, so we would like to see her gain some more weight before she goes home. Your wife, Mr. Galloway, is in surgery. We had to stop the bleeding and were able to stabilize her enough to bring into surgery on her brain. There’s way more internal bleeding than we expected… Mr. Galloway, are you alright?”
“Katherine… baby… what… what happened?”
Christian rubbed his eyes and looked down at his cold spaghetti. Marissa’s gurgles and whimpers brought his attention to his darling daughter. Right on time, Christian thought, as he picked her up and swayed, grabbing a bottle and heating it up. Within the ten to fifteen minutes it took for the bottle to heat up, Marissa had lost all of her patience and was sobbing causing her tiny body to shake.
“Shh, daddy’s got your bottle all ready; lets go sit down.”
He walked her upstairs into her nursery and sat in the white rocker that had little pink flowers hand painted all over. Marissa fit perfectly in the crook of his arm, as he began to feed her. He was mesmerized by her soft skin, tiny fingers, growing body. He felt as though he had to memorize every detail of this tiny creature because this too could be taken away from her. Christian rocked slowly as she finished off the bottle in it’s entirety. The bottle had barely been empty for a second or two before the gas in Marissa’s stomach caused her to wail in discomfort. Christian set the bottle down and laid her over his shoulder to burp her. This was the most uncomfortable part of his day. He didn’t know whether he was being too hard or too soft, whether she had burped or not. She could feel his discomfort and always whimpered, he knew this to be true. When he finally heard a sufficient burp come from her tiny lips he laid her back into the crook of his arm and rocked her.
It seemed they had both drifted off into sleep. Christians dreams were filled with the remembrance of that night, and the last night he saw his wife whole. It felt as though the place was closing in on him. His mind was racing and his chest was banging, all he could remember how to say was, “I need her. Where is she? Where is she?”
“Mr. Galloway, if you would like to see your daughter Ms. Singleton here can assist you, as for your wife, I will come back out when her surgery is over and she is in recovery.”
The doctor walked away and a sweet young nurse guided Christian to the newborn intensive care unit. As the nurse explained that his baby was in the NICU just for precautions, all he could do was look at the baby that was in his wife’s abdomen just that morning.
“I need to hold her. I need to.”
The nurse looked into Christians pleading eyes and willingly obliged to let him sit in the rocking chair and hold this tiny being wrapped into a plush, cotton blanket. The coos and gurgles of this tiny infant made the tears of a grown man stream endlessly down his face. He couldn’t find the words to even think about or process the events that were going on around him.
waking up in a cold sweat and the air sucking into out of his gaping mouth, Christian calmed himself as to not drop Marissa. He looked down at the angel he was holding and thanked God for every perfection on her head to her tiny toes.
“Your momma loved you. She still loves you. Even though she can’t take care of you, she still loves you,” He whispered, as he stood and placed Marissa in her wooden crib.
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